My life

Well things have been quite here in the corner of my world.  I did have a 4th of July BBQ.  Well I should say I planned one. LOL  The lovely weather here in NJ was not on my side.  I was supposed to have about 10 people, but only one showed. LOL  Can you feel the love????  One friend of mine was in from Ohio, she was supposed to come, but went back to Ohio.  Gotta love that.  Then my other friend stayed home cause of the weather, which I can’t blame her.  The only person to show up was a buddy of my man’s.  We all still have a great time.  Then on Saturday I went to the Phill*ies game with the man and his boys.  I had a great time.  I made my self a phill*ies phanatic at the buil*d a B*ear workshop.  That was fun.  He’s really cute.  My boy went with Grand-mom and had a blast too.  He got to go to the movies, and played and was spoiled.  On Sunday we did nothing but rest and clean. LOL  I asked the ex hubby to help off set some of the costs for the trips and stuff for the boy.  Of course I got no response from that email.  We have not heard from him since Father’s day.  Oh well once again he’s a fuc*ing loser.  Now that he’s married AGAIN I’m sure we won’t hear from him.  Which to be honest is for the best.  I just wish at times he would step up.  I mean just for the summer program my son is in has cost my $338 in trips, plus $172 per week costs.  So that’s a lot of freaking money.  So I thought asking the ex for $40 bucks for his uniform was not out of line.  OH well once a loser, always a loser.  Ok enough of that subject…..  I’m going to try to quit smoking.  I did good for a few days, but started again.  This time I have the patch so we shall see what happens.  I really need to quit.  I’m also going to try to cut back on the eating.  I have not been doing well at ALL on that front.  It’s hard when your man likes to eat and cook.  Well I guess that’s all for now…. Aren’t you glad you stopped by??? LOL

Ok people, i need some ideas for some out door toys for my boy.  He’s 6.  I was going to get a wooden swing set, but I have a feeling he will out grow that really quick. I  mean he might use it this summer, but what about next?  I really don’t want to put out 700 bucks on something he will only use this summer.  So ladies and gents, any ideas?

Well I finally did something for myself.  I got myself a new KITTY!!!! He’s a real cutie.  Here is a pic. Wow finally got a pic up on here.  Damn I’m good.  Well while we are at it I’ll post a pic of the boy

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Well I’m down ten pounds!!!! Whoo Hoo….  I’m super happy.  It’s been about a month since I started to diet.  So I’m cool with 10 pounds in a month.  I need to increase my veggies, but I will get there. 

Anthony started a new med with his ad*hd.  He takes it in the morning when I put on his patch.  It seems his morning is really rough and sets the day to bad. 

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Well hello everyone.  Is there anyone still out here??? LOL  Sorry so long between updates.  Well lets get right to the dirt shall we?  Ok last entry talked about changing my son’s meds, well that lasted the weekend before I put him right back on his old meds.  The new ones lasted oh about 5 hours tops.  I could not have that.  I was ready to duck tape the poor boy. LOL  So he’s doing a little better on the old meds.

Lets see what else.  Oh yeah my trip.  Man it was so nice to get away.  I had a blast.  I can’t wait to do it again.  Me and the man got to reconnect and have fun.  It was so worth the money and everything just for us to be alone.  I wish him and I could do that more often. 

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OMG help me… We changed meds for my son on Friday.  Help me know.  I do NOT like this new meds.  I need to let it work for about 2 weeks before I make a choice if it’s the right one.  I have to say I like the patch that he was on.  It was easy and worked well.  I wish they made a stronger size.  No now we are on a pill that is supposed to last over 8 hours.  Well let me tell you, it does NOT.  Yesterday was one hell of a day.  I hope it gets in is system soon.  He is sleeping longer though, that I will say.  The  past two mornings he has slept until 8!!!! That’s unheard of, he’s NEVER done that.  So wish me and the school luck for the next two weeks.  It’s going to be rough, but we will make it through.

Ps. Oh yeah he got his gifts on Friday, almost 3months to the day after christmas.

To my ex huband…. Would you kindly send your son’s Christmas and Birthday presents??? I mean come on, it’s now a month past Christmas and several weeks past his birthday.  He asks almost every freaking day if you sent them. Maybe I should just have him call you everytime he asks me.  Would you like that??? To hear your son beg for his friggin gifts…. I’m sure your new daughter does not have to wait, now does she?  Bastard

Sorry I have not written in a bit, I’m just feeling down these days.  I should be happy but I’m not.  I guess it’s the time of year.  I have so much to do this weekend and I’m getting a cold.  I just want to lay in bed and sleep.  That’s not going to happen with a hyper almost 6 year old.  I’m just beat and I’m going stir crazy.  I want to get out and have a really good time, I want to go somewhere.  Again not easy with a kid.  Sometimes being a single mom sucks big time.  I hate asking my mom to sit with the boy so I can go have fun.  She has her own issues right now.   I want to be pampered and taken care of for a day or so.  Oh well a girl can dream right? Catch ya on the flip side

I love you more… Are they not the best words everha????  I have to tell you I love to hear those words.  I’ve been super busy, school is coming to a close this quarter and I’m super freaking busy.  I’m trying to get stuff ready for Christmas and I’m freaking broke.  Rob spoiled me and there is no way I can compete with that.  I got him a few things, but nothing that can compare to what he got me.  I got the boy a few things, I hope he likes them.  Well I’m off to finish my paper and all that jazz. 

I love you more… man those are some good words….

You know as I get older, I realize that it’s the little things in life that make me happy.  The sound of my son laughing, the feeling of a house full of love.  These little things make me happy now.  Having my boyfriend give my son a treatment and reading him a story while I back cookies makes me happy.  That’s what happened lastnight.  I was baking cookies and it was getting late, so I ask my man if  he would mind giving the boy a treatment.  He didn’t mind at all, while he was up giving the boy a treatment the boy must have asked for a story.  He read it to him with no if and’s or butt’s.  It’s been a long time since somone other then me would read him a story.  Gary used to read him a story before bed, but I know he only did that to make Anthony happy.  Heck the boy’s on father would never read him a story.  So it was nice last night.  I almost feel like a family.  Silly I know, but I like this….