Letting Go….
Ok I’m going to let go of what Gary did to me. I will explain what I’m letting go. We were talking Friday night and I let my guard down and told him something that I missed about him. Well by this point in our conversation he was at his gf’s house. Well next thing I know I’m getting a txt message from the gf saying how she loves what I told him I missed. My anger comes from the fact that I really didn’t want to hear that shit from the gf. I thought I was having a converstaion with Gary not with a third party. So it pissed me off. I told him something private and he showed the gf. If I would have known he was there I would have never said anything. So I told her that the conersation was between him and I. She was like “well I was just agreeing with you”. Then gary says “what I have no secrects.” Ok so this wasn’t a secrect, but damn it, it was private between him and I. So now I’m pissed off. I really didn’t need to know how she felt on this subject. So I kinda feel betrayed that what I thought was a private conversation was shared with another person. So that’s why I’m pissed. But I’m going to let it go. I know now not to let my guard down again and admitt something. Damn now I’m pissed all over again. Oh well, this to shall pass
Glad to hear your repeat test was negative!
Sorry to hear about your Mom’s diagnosis:(
And as far as Gary… put this on a post-it-note and stick it on your bathroom mirror:
“When you settle for less than you deserve…you get even less than what you settled for!”
And you don’t miss him or anything about him miss missy.
You miss the man you wanted him to be/thought he was/hoped he would be.
Therein lies the difference.
Let her have him…he’s not much to be had.
((Hugs))
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