My life

I have to go back for a more in-depth mammogram.  I have a mole on my breast that has been there forever and it was marked on my first mammogram.  Well the doctor said the area was to dense and couldn’t see.  He would like more tests.  I’m scared, but yet I know it’s nothing.  I guess with my mom just getting her Dx on Cancer I’m scared too.  I know it’s nothing, but still freaking scary non the less.  Thank you Heather, Andrea and creatingmother hood for the comments.  It’s nice to know there are people out there.  Andrea you give me strength on your blog, please don’t stop blogging.  I see you pushing through this cancer beast, and I know what my mom is going to go through.  Seeing your attitude gives me hope.  Thank you for sharing your journey.  I know now that I have to get healthy, I have to stop smoking and really get my weight down.  I know both of these things are risk factors, so at least I can remove two of the factors.  I have other things that I need to bitch about.  I will do that later.  I had a “friend” betray my trust.  It may not seem like it to most, but to me he over stepped a line.  Talk to you later!!!!!!