My life

I’m so mad I could spit right now.  Teenagers are PITA’s.  We have my BF’s “step”son with us cause his mom is an ass.  I didn’t think it was going to be a big deal cause the kid is 13, you figure by then they know how to respect people, places and things.  Boy was I ever f’ing wrong.  He is eating me out of house and home, I’m the only one bringing in any kind of money right now so money is tight.  Do you think he would slow down a bit on eating?  Nope he’s kicked it up.  Then I get woken up at 3:15 AM lastnight becuse him and my BF’s son (which I had no idea was coming over lastnight) decided it was a good time to blow up the air mattress!!!! Now I get up at 6 AM for work.  So needless to say I went down stairs and fliped OUT big time.  I don’t know where the kid gets off thinking that was ok.  He dos not pick up after himself, he does not do what is asked.  They keep the TV on all night, so that’s going to break soon.  I have no idea when he’s going home beause his mother does not have lights.  I’m just so pissed that I have to work all day, come home and clean up and then get worken up at 3 AM.  Now also keep in mind that I have to work at least 13 hour today.  Yeah fun.  Of course once I was up at 3am I could not fall back asleep, so I’m pretty freaking tired.  Then to top it all off, I had a chicken breast in the fridge to eat for dinner while I was working my 13 hours today well one of the teenagers fing at it!!!!!  They just had McDonal*s like 2 hours before.  No one has helped pay for the extra food that the stepson is eating, no one has offered any fing thing.  I can’t keep this up.  The stress is killing me and the boy friend cause I feel he sould be putting the boy in is place as to the rules in my house.  I will be going home today and ripping in to some ass.  I’m tired of people pissing on me when I’m being nice and giving the kid a place to stay.  UGGGGG Sorry I’m just really mad and really tired.

Ya know I’m am really a nice person, I tried to be at least, but Bitc* mode has hit.  I get tired of repeating myself over the same things.  Why can’t people pickup after themselves?  Why do I have to get mad and become a bitc* for anything to get done?  I work all day, I take care of the boy at night.  I still manage to find time to clean.  Why can’t someone who is home all day take some of the burden off of me?  Why?  I spent Friday night cleaning the boys play room out.  I mean CLEANING it out.  Then I spent all day Saturday and Sunday cleaning only to have the man and his son come home and f it all up.  What the hell is up with that?  I felt like a maid all weekend and I really didn’t get to enjoy myself.  It’s summer, I would like to enjoy it ya know?  I ask for a few things to get done and it does not happen.  I really wonder if being single is the course for me.  I seem to be set in my ways and I’m having a hard time dealing with people who will not clean up after themselves.  I’m even tired of picking up after the boy.  Granted he’s only 7 but he knows better.  I feel if you are home all day you should be doing most of the house work.  Is that wrong of me to think that way?  I would like to come home to a house picked up, now it does not have to be spotless, but damn it, pick up.  Ok sorry to vent but I had to get this off of my chest.  See ya on the flip side.

Well I’m all done school. I should have my diploma within 10 weeks. Can you say YEAH BABY. Now I spent tons of cash and didn’t learn a thing, you have to love higher learning LOL. nah I did learn a few things. There is some more stuff that I really want to learn, but that will come in time. So today I’m cleaning and getting my house in order. I can start to scrapbook soon, maybe next weekend. So I’m sitting here today just taking a deep breath. I hope to update more often. Thanks all.

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I’m so annoyed right now. If someone is home all day shouldn’t they do a bit of work? Shouldn’t they handle the outside stuff if I’m going to handle in the inside stuff? There is stuff I’ve asked for to get done and it’s not getting done and it really makes me very annoyed. I do appricate the little bit of inside work being done,but come on now. If I was home my house would be spotless. I’m just getting really pissed.

Well life is crazy here, but settling down a bit. Mid Terms are done for now, finals are coming up. Once I’m done these classes I will have my diploma so I’ll be happy. Work is nuts, but I took vacation this week just to chill. Me and the man are having some issues. Lets just say I’m not all that happy at the moment and I’m trying to figure out with the issue is. I guess one issue is that we live two different ways and I’m having a hard time with not getting help in the house. This weekend he did rip out a stump on the yard so I am happy about. I guess one of my biggest issues is the lack of help in the house and the lack of physical attention. Now he does have some issues with the physical part, but is doing nothing to fix it. He did do something for the physical part but stopped. I guess losing his job doesn’t help cause he has no insurance, but there is no sexual contact. I do get hugs and kisses and stuff like that but I need some sexual contact. I’m still young you know? I feel like he’s not attracted to me. That’s the part that drives me nuts, he is doing nothing to make me feel like a woman. It’s almost like I’m living with a roommate that sleeps in my bed. All of his time is tied up in baseball which is BS. I’m just venting now. Ok let me get some work done since I have vacation. See ya on the flip

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I’m here, i’m alive, I have not forgotten about this blog. Still spanked at work, still doing school and still doin’……I promise soon I will have a REAL live post about bunnies, and rainbows and sunshine. LOL Keep checking back….. It will be soon

Well I’m pretty fed up at the moment.  I’m not a happy camper.  Now the BF has a son, not birth but raised the kid since he was 3.  He is very involvedin this kid’s life and I’m cool with that.  I have an issue though.  The kid is in baseball and is on two different teams.  This means EVERY WEEKEND and several times during the week there is a game or practice.  Now the BF takes the kid to ALL of these games/practices.  I have an issue with this.  My issue is I need help around the house, help doingthe outside stuff.  I can do a lot, but when you put all of the house work then all of the outside work on me alone I get pissed.  I have school also during all of this, plus a new server in work goingin with in two weeks.  So needless to say I’M FUC*ING BUSY.  I ask for a tiny bit of help and I feel like I’m getting attitude.  I have to work FOURTEEN HOURS this Wednesday, so I asked the BF to pick up the kid for me.  Well as it turns out the other boy has a game.  So now what do I do????? I asked him to find someone else to take the kid, he normally has someone on Wednesday’s take the kid to the game, but he’s not sure if they can this week.  So I asked again today to find out if the person is taking the boy to the game.  Still no answer.  I have to know NOW so I can make other arrangements.  I have WAY to much going on and to not get help is really pissing me off.  I get that he works hard too, but dammit, you live in the house so help take care of it.  EVERY weekend there is a game, so now I get to learn how to replace a fence all by myself.  I guess my son will be learning how to paint and stuff with me.  I just don’t get it.  I can only do so much.  I’m one fuc*ing person and I hate living in a shit hole.  Ok so he cooks dinner, that’s a help but I do EVERYTHING else. I’ve been asking for months for the tub to be re-caulked, do you think it’s been done???? NOPE.  He got to go away for the weekend, do I get that? I don’t really expect that, but still.  All I’m asking for is a little help to make our house nice.  Oh well fuc* him and I will do it myself.  I don’t need a damn man, I will figure it out.